It was in late March I started college in sunway jb. The place i once detest. Hehe, i still do now. After the 8 months I've been there, I realized that it's not too bad anyway. I mean, beside than those lecturers who are like
"ASNFYUGNADSUCGYFIB;;" (INDESCRIBABLE, good ? or bad? you decide yourself. =P) , the dramas that occurred, the scandals -- there are still awesome friends that you know you can rely on! ( You know who you are) ^^ Indeed, college is very different from my Convent days. People are more sensitive and mean, but there are still nice person right \(^_^)/ And in a blink of an eye, 8 months had passed, I'm done with the college for now. C-O-L-L-E-G-E-I-S-O-V-E-R. HEHE.
In the future? I'm not really sure. I have a really bad feeling about what my results will be like... This is BAD. But i don't care la! Now it's the time for me to sleep,play,online,eat,sleep,play. (OMG this sounds like a pig -.-) for the next 3 months! *____* YES.
3 MONTHS. I think i will be bored soon like what happened during the break after SPM.
I'm just glad that everything has ended already although there are more to worry after this.
What do i do.
Where do i go.
Why must i do this.
Why are they treating me like this.
Why do i have to go through all this.
Why don't i get what i think i deserves (ok this sounds weird -.-)
Everything in life seems so unfair. So cruel. So confusing :( No matter how hard you try to get there, you just don't achieve it. Sometimes it makes you feel so discouraged that you feel like giving up on everything. And always, there will be someone special that He sent to us miraculously, by hook or by crook to cheer me up and opened me up, giving me faith to carry on. THANK YOU JESUS! I wouldn't have make it if it wasn't You :)
Despite all the Whats, Whys, Wheres, the one thing i know is, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I mean like, seriously, You couldn't possibly end up in that shithole for 8 freaking months for nothing ! :) Therefore, i'm not going to frown, complain, curse. (hehehe i DO HOPE that this is permanent, not temporary) I shall Smile because it happened as it is God's plan, task, challenges for me to test my Faith so that I'll be a better person ^^
I shall be drowned in my dramas, restaurant city, twitter, university talks, facebook for now.
See Y'all ! :)
xxx
